This posting is in continuation to all my cribbs with regards to the troubles I am facing at my office. Its been 4 months since the issue had started and yet I am unable to adjust here or not getting a right oppurtunity to move out. Some times I just feel that the saying " Love your Job and not your company" is very true. Here I am a good experienced professional who wants to perform but being denied the right oppurtunity. Some people at my office say that I am Egoistic and I should go and request my boss a role change. I do not know whether they are correct but as per me my boss just cannot let me down just for the reason that i have not moved with him to Hydrabad. My relation with him started in year 2002 when i had moved in to sales from technical team then . I was infact very reluctant to join sales and it was my boss who groomed me up. Yes I would say proudly to everyone that today I am in good position only because of him. He taught me how to dress , how to speak , how to manage people , how to work, how to avoid uneasiness. I should say he was my all time guru. But I am very incomfortable with the same boss now . Yes , my boss has given me an professional identity but yet not willing to accept the fact that I have lost some good oppurtunities for the sake of siding with him . I was so loyal that once , when i was called for an interview from a competitor , I could not step in to their office though i went for the interview. I just turned back from lift and came back to office and told my boss that I was about to make big mistake of leaving him and his guidance. You must be guessing what would have made me retaliate to same boss who had given me professional life. Here it is
* I was moved to each and every department without considering my willingness . This has caused me a big issue as i am unable to use one profile and move out
* Always seen him promoting guys below my level , he always felt i was not mature to handle things
* Has never given an oppurtunity at all.. Just says " You would not fit in to it "
* Always says to me that " You do not have right role to fit in chennai"
* Still feels that I am lying about my family situation
* Last but not the least , he said on my face that " I have started losing trust on you and I will drop u like a hot potato" which he has done making me report in to my own friend of same designation.
This was the statement that made me to stop my contacts with me . Most of guys who were with me in his sales teams are now a AVP or Sr Manager and I am still sitting as Asst Manager hoping to get change in my career soon.
I had been requesting him to allow me to be at chennai for more than 1 year and now i think i have taken right decision of keeping myself away from him.
If I am to lose career ,so is he losing a good employee. Lost Trust can never be gained back!
Note : I still respect him as my Guru.
