From Hero to Zero...
You guys would have heard about stories dealing with a person who has become hero from zero... Now I am going to write about a person who has become zero from hero. This is my true story. I am currently employed with one the biggest Telecom companies of the country. I had joined this company from 2001. From the day I entered this company , I have always had mixed feelings of joy and sorrow. About me in short, I am really pessimistic in nature yet very dedicated at work. Right from my initial days , I have always ensured that I did my work 100% complete and put extra efforts to complete my work before scheduled time. For the past 8 years , I have handled various profiles as given below
1) Technical Assistant : Nov 2001 till Aug 2002
2) Retail Sales Executive : Sep 2002 till May 2004
3) MIS - Jun 2004 till Apr 2006
4) Territory Sales Manager from May 2006 till July 2006
5) Backend Operation support from Aug 2006 till Oct 2008
6) Zonal Operation support (HO) from Nov 2008 onwards till OCt 2009
All through the eight years of experience , I have worked in different sections but one thing which i missed was that I was never given a department of my choice. When i wanted to stay in Sales , I was moved in to MIS and Back end Operations.. But still I proved myself and my extra efforts resulted in good growth. But I was working without any passion as all these profiles were not suiting me .. I was not given a right opportunity or a platform to prove myself. When I was moved in to Zonal Operation support , I felt slightly relaxed since it was matching the profile which i have been looking for. I was promised that I would be put in to this department for some time alone and I would be given a good profile later. Believing all these false promises , I entered this new department with lots of dreams. I did very well and could meet all the requirement within time. I introduced many innovations and technique and soon was recognized by many across the zone. It was during this time that i was asked to move to Zonal Head office... Now Moving across regions and zones was not new to me . I had many stints in cities like Mumbai, Coimbatore , Delhi and Chennai.. but this time , i was not in a position to move to Head office. I explained my boss on the same. Now my Boss is my guru at all times. I have never ever told no to all his proposals but this time it was question of my family care... yes I had to take care of my parents who have become old and my movement out the Chennai city would mean that they would have to stay alone. I tried explaining my boss. I pleaded , argued ,requested and did what all to make him understand my issue. no use.. One fine day I just decided to stop speaking about this to anyone. Probably this would have irritated my seniors.. i was given two options ... (blog on how HR spoke to me also has been updated) .. Either to move to Head office or stay in Chennai and report in to Asst Manager. I had no other choice . I had to select only Chennai .. finally everything ended up . I was asked to stay back in Chennai but I was moved in to networks.. I had no knowledge of networks. I still find it difficult to adjust with the newly made changes. It pains really when i have been made to report in to an Asst manager , me being an Asst Manager too. I sincerely feel that I could have still stayed back at Chennai and worked for my boss. It all required one ok from my boss. When i write this blog, I go back to olden days when I used to work for him like a donkey . there have been times when I had stayed back at office to complete new requirements. In this dummy role .. i feel i have become zero from Hero. I still very well know that my appraisal would be taken for a task this time.. But i have dared to face anything ...after we all work for the sake of family and family comes first.
My Boss has taught me ABCD in this organization , but now he has taught me one more thing " to be professional and not emotional". It was the emotional attachment i had with him , that prevented me from going out of this Organization. Now I have decided to change it a bit and look out .